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Wednesday May 18, 2005

May 18, 2005
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Second date update! heh. I hope you enjoy this--my girl-talk buddy has been busy with her long-distance boyfriend, so I'm spilling here. Picture a plate of sushi and a beer between us while reading this, and those of you who know my voice can picture me giggling. wink

So I figured out what it is that puts me off about this boy. He reminds me of the Evil Ex. (It's a story I don't care to recount most of, but let's just say that I was 19, he was 25, and it ended with him leaving our apartment with $900 in bills that I had to pay off, and used condoms and KY-jelly strewn about).

S. does not really look like him, and is MUCH sweeter, more responsible, and I can pretty much tell a better human being than the Evil Ex. But it's unnerving that certain mannerisms and such remind me of someone who so thoroughly traumatized me.

However, I believe in exorcising demons. So we made out on the roof of a building for almost an hour. wink

I also had dinner yesterday with the guy from the tattoo shop, who is a full-time martial artist. I don't know if he's interested in me--I kinda think so, but we'll see.

Anybody else HATE waiting for medical tests to come back? Even when it's something routine and you're just checking for minor issues, I completely convince myself that I've got AIDS, cancer, ebola, SARS, and anthrax all rolled into one. Of course, this scenario is terribly unlikely. (Don't worry, it's no big deal. But for any an all women who read this--DO NOT EVER GO ON DEPO-PROVERA.)

S. just called to tell me that he had a lovely time last night, he has been enjoying my company, and he would like to see me again soon. Someone trained this boy right.

He might even be that elusive thing--a man. (where is McQueen when I need him to comment?)
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merry:
No, I luvre it. I haven't had a period at all since I started using it, which means I haven't had PMS, which means that I've been generally much less psycho. I was even able to stop taking anti-depressants a few months after I started depo because it stablized my mood so much. The staff at my local Planned Parenthood told me about the bone density thing, so I'm going to start taking calcium and D suppliments. It's really the best birth control option for me... I was on The Pill for years, but I was always forgetting to take it and I can't use a diaphram or IUD because I have a tilted cervex (my uterus is almost horizontal!), making those things difficult to instert/keep in place. I know about the sex-offender thing too, and I think it's also being used by some male-to-female transsexuals as part of their hormone regiment. Thank you for the warnings, but to me anything is better than turning into a pre-menstral mental case one week out of every four.

kiss
May 20, 2005
eponine:
i WISH i got a puppy. my aunt's dog had 10 of them! they're soooooo cuuuuute.

i totally thought of something yesterday i was going to tell you, but it seems i've forgotten it.

yeah, i remember giving her the sticker, and you gushing blood from your head, and her giving me a really weird look. smile
May 21, 2005

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