So I spent all day with the boy, shopping for CDs, installing my replacement stereo, eating dinner, and talking about music and life and the career arc of an artist.
It was rad.
My self-esteem sucks, though, and because we didn't kiss or anything I am wondering, "Does he still find me attractive?" (Still, mind you, is two weeks)
The honest answer that I know in my head is that he is far more likely to want my body and not want to talk to me than the other way around. I have not grown significantly uglier in a week, whereas it is possible for someone to get sick of talking to me.
Anyway, my issues aside, he went home to go to band practice and go to sleep early and I had a late girl-night with Jill. Drove around, listened to Bjork, and talked about all the things we always talk about. Girl friends are the best.
I got my glasses today! They are cute. pictures soon, I swear.
It was rad.
My self-esteem sucks, though, and because we didn't kiss or anything I am wondering, "Does he still find me attractive?" (Still, mind you, is two weeks)
The honest answer that I know in my head is that he is far more likely to want my body and not want to talk to me than the other way around. I have not grown significantly uglier in a week, whereas it is possible for someone to get sick of talking to me.
Anyway, my issues aside, he went home to go to band practice and go to sleep early and I had a late girl-night with Jill. Drove around, listened to Bjork, and talked about all the things we always talk about. Girl friends are the best.
I got my glasses today! They are cute. pictures soon, I swear.
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wow, i have such deep thoughts.
you know what i mean, though. from a scientific standpoint.
something.