mmm i just got my hairs cut. got to see the lovely janelle and talk to rollie for a bit too. i got bangs kinda... like down to my nose sorta. and it's longer in the front but it's not messy and pretty right now so it's very... anchorwoman right now. but a little bit of glue will fix that... i'm excited to see EVERYONE...
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I'm so fucking tired all the time again. It's like mono but worse because I have nothing to blame it on. Can't blame it on lack of sleep, because I have sleeping pills and I went to bed early last night and slept in this morning and I've been taking naps in the afternoon. I have my Concerta and Ritalin to keep me awake during...
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artax:
Cool kids... Grange.. wha?? Does not compute..
Well.. there are a handful of kids who are okay..
Wassupwitdat? Not dying to meet me too? I'm hurt..
Cheer up girly..

Wassupwitdat? Not dying to meet me too? I'm hurt..

Cheer up girly..
pixilated101:
If you find out what is wrong with yourself (sleep thing) let me know...I think I suffer from the same illness. I do ok as long as I'm moving, but once I stop I'm done. Or it could be that I'm just lazy.

The girl hanging naked from the shower curtain rod, half dead from autoerotic asphyxiation, she's Paula and she's a sexaholic. That's from Choke... I'm SO Paula. I wish.
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tegan:
is choke a movie yet??
and thank you
and some people think i look alot like tegan and other people say i dont at all.. merf. i think its just the hair.
and thank you
and some people think i look alot like tegan and other people say i dont at all.. merf. i think its just the hair.
::sigh:: Today was boring. Lot's of sitting around and only one Tylenol 3 to make my cramps and headache go away. I could go for some sex... feel good sex.
I feel like fuck today. I have a really bad headache from smoking reds in my friend's car, which smells bad already. That's seriously the worse heacache inducer ever. Two people made me mix tapes...
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went to the emergency room last night for my head. i sat in the waiting room for 2 hours and then they took me back and promised to get me a drink. 3 hours later, no fucking drink. i got a cat scan, and then sat around for a while waiting for the results... and then i started crying because they ignored me and got...
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artax:
That's fucking horrible.. I wish I had known.. would've popped in with flowers or something.. and Baudelaire too..
Feeling any better? My sisters been having to get cat skins a lot lately.. apparantly shes got some sort of cyst[?] right around where her sinuses are.. Shes been on loads of meds..
Blah.. Feel better okay?







Feeling any better? My sisters been having to get cat skins a lot lately.. apparantly shes got some sort of cyst[?] right around where her sinuses are.. Shes been on loads of meds..
Blah.. Feel better okay?

starsandsmokes:
... the emergency room is no fun at all. i went in september because i thought i had a stroke, my visit wasn't quite as bad as yours, but it still wasn't good (are they ever?). it turned out that the reason the left side of my face was paralyzed was because i have (or had) bell's palsy. it was horrible, i couldn't talk right, and i had to eat everything with a fork and a knife so i didn't bite my lip off. they put me on prednizone, i would have loved to get vicodin, that's the good stuff...
drunken wrestling = bad idea. i think i have a concussion. or had one? when does it go away? i've never had one before so i'm confused. last night i kept pinning john down and tickling him and then he kept escaping and body slamming me like a loser. and then i pinned him up against the wall but then he picked me up and...
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escottie:
when it's a concussion, there's very little difference between asleep and reaction to a brain injury. have someone check on you every hour or two to make sure you can wake up. if you don't, that's obviously trouble.
mmm... i'm at a party. had sex out in the cold, which for obvious reasons didnt last too long... and i've had 6 beers and i'm waiting to be drunk. we're sitting around sharing a 30 pack with 4 people because everyone is gone now... and ranting about the government. what else would we do?
every entry ends with that face.


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helm:
Just out of curiosity, how cold exactly?
applerecords1251:
Why aren't you at any of my parties? Damn. Oh yeah, I am on the west coast. My bad.
+ party tonight with a bonfire
- 2 shitty pop-punk bands that are dying to be famous will be playing
+ i have a pack of cigarettes
- i've already smoked 14 of them
+ i know who has my camera
- i will be raped and beaten if i try to get it back from him
Man, why won't the bad outweigh the good...
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- 2 shitty pop-punk bands that are dying to be famous will be playing
+ i have a pack of cigarettes
- i've already smoked 14 of them
+ i know who has my camera
- i will be raped and beaten if i try to get it back from him

Man, why won't the bad outweigh the good...
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chargedubrock:
wow
i was so hungover this morning.. dude. jaegershots, beer and mindless dancing to cheeeeezy music all nite isn't to good for the next morning
i went home with a girl though
but she was "well raised" as she said, so...
no sex for me. oh well, win some loose some.
hope the party was good, and that somebody pressed you up against a mirror and fucked your proper hard. mmmm
love,
morten
i was so hungover this morning.. dude. jaegershots, beer and mindless dancing to cheeeeezy music all nite isn't to good for the next morning

i went home with a girl though


hope the party was good, and that somebody pressed you up against a mirror and fucked your proper hard. mmmm
love,
morten
artax:
rofl! One of those bands is As Seasons Fall.. I know Neil Karkhanis.. Great guy.. I just can't stand the band..
Hope you had fun at the After Game "fiesta" or whatever the fuck it was..
Hope somehow you get your camera back too..
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Hope you had fun at the After Game "fiesta" or whatever the fuck it was..
Hope somehow you get your camera back too..

[Edited on Nov 08, 2003 6:34PM]
I'm gonna start volunteering at the animal shelter soon. Lisa and I went there yesterday and played with the kittens and tried not to be bothered by the smell of poop as we walked around and looked at all the puppies. I hate people who can't fucking take care of animals... it's so cruel to fuck with someone elses existance the way so many people...
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Why do I still see you in every mirrored window, in all that I could never overcome? How I don't know what I should do with my hands when I talk to you. How you don't know where you should look, so you look at my hands. How movements rise and then dissolve, melted by our shallow breath. How causes dance away from me.
"All...
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artax:
"Come, beautiful creature, sheathe your claws;
Rest on my amorous heart,
And let me plunge into your marvellous eyes,
Of mingled metal and agate.
When my fingers caress at leisure
your supple, elastic back,
And my hand tingles with pleasure
From your body's electric contact,"
[Excerpt from "The Cat" by Charles Baudelaire
]
I e-mailed the guys at Thrice about your ticket.. said they'd see what they could do.. but couldn't promise anything..
I'll keep you posted when I hear something more about it..
Rest on my amorous heart,
And let me plunge into your marvellous eyes,
Of mingled metal and agate.
When my fingers caress at leisure
your supple, elastic back,
And my hand tingles with pleasure
From your body's electric contact,"
[Excerpt from "The Cat" by Charles Baudelaire

I e-mailed the guys at Thrice about your ticket.. said they'd see what they could do.. but couldn't promise anything..

artax:
240-285-0134
[was going to see if you wanted to see Revolutions this Sat. but never got a chance to ask you before you logged off..
]
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[was going to see if you wanted to see Revolutions this Sat. but never got a chance to ask you before you logged off..

[Edited on Nov 08, 2003 8:18AM]
Rollie? As in.. Rollie Belles? I'm such a nerd..
Ya gotta upload a pic of thy hair.. Got a new digi-cam yet? Or atleast got your old one back? I'm thinking of cutting off my locks minus my bangs.. but that would look kinda girlish. who knows.. maybe I'll continue to grow it out.. Maybe I'll dye it..
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Sad indeed. I wonder if she's still going to the show on the 22nd..