anywayyouneedme

Mmm I just read the interview with Eli Roth and it makes me want to have messy bloody sex or something. Haha, wow... he mentioned a bunch of real cool movies and stuff, makes me kind of jealous that I'm not good at expressing my creativity, which is kind of an oxymoron, but don't think about it too much or I'll feel lamer than I already do explaining this shit. Ugh, I have the coughs and sniffles hardcore and it sucks. I sound like a 5 year-old crackwhore... ugh THE DRIPS... blah blah... oh well I've got dimetapp and Ultracet and cigarettes to console me... one guess which one is actually healthy... I've been passing out randomly for hours on end... I must stop abusing my Ultracet. Fuckity fuck... I stopped feeling pretty a few monthes ago and I was hoping it would pass but it doesn't seem to be going anywhere... but I've been thinking a LOT because all I've got is time and I'm.... so much moer comfortable with who I am. I guess something monumental must have happened to make me change... I actually think it started around the time I got my membership... Iono, I'm still the same but somethings changed, something about how I view things... but I guess things are always changing... blah I don't know.