anywayyouneedme

Mmm... pictures uploaded for anyone interested... I'm tired. I have cramps. I have been in a bitchy mood all week... this is the first time I've been calm in a few days... I'm not sure how I'm feeling and I wish I was content with that but it's unsettling for me to be unsure of things like this, as you may have noticed. I finally got my Ultracet refilled... so the rest of the week should be managable. Last night was really fun... I saw a lot of people. I hung out with my friend Haas and we went to KFC and saw Fink who was suprisingly nice to me. We remenisced of shrooming together... which didn't help my sober agitation, but oh well... Then, Haas and I went to the pet store to look at puppies and we saw Katy, Jenn, Pollock, Mike, Brian, Logan, and I'm probably forgetting someone but you don't know them so I don't see why it matters. It was REALLY odd... because I saw Brian and Mike first and I was like... WOW why are they here? And then, Katy came over... and then Pollock... and then Logan... and so on... it was REALLY fucking weird. It really bummed me out for some reason, seeing them all... because I'm lame like that. We went to High's to pick up Aaron, my friend from Tennessee... and waited for a bit, and then Ben and Austin pulled up and we danced in the bed of his pick-up... and then Lisa and Aaron got there... and we hung out and stuff... and then Jessica came, and we decided to go to J and P... so I smoked with her on the way, which was WAY too relieving, I despise people who claim to be "addicted" to marijuana, but I hadn't smoked in a few days and it was actually bothering me. So... we sat at J and P for like an hour... and ate french fries, cake, and pizza... IT WAS PURE FUCKING HEAVEN. When I came home, my dad had brought me some pad thai and I ate that too... It was fucking heaven... best foods ever. Hopefully, a bunch of us are going to Denny's real early in the morning tomorrow... I feel like I'm not seeing Aaron enough... Anyways... I should run off and pretend to be productive.