anywayyouneedme

Blah blah my tummy hurts. I'm bored to the max. This has been a weird week. Because my life has been really simple and things were going well... until I REALIZED that things weren't so complicated, so now all I can do is analyze everything... thus complicating everything. Grr... I wish you could see the letters in my picture better, I'll have to change it. They're little stripper girls, like I want for my tattoo. Blah blah, so I just saw my psychiatrist for the first time since October, it was weird. Because I was feeling fine until I got to his office and waited for him, and out of habit just got really depressed. It's so lame, I hate how I condition myself to feel certain ways depending on my surroundings, which I guess we all do but it's still frusterating. I'm in such a passively bitter mood. I hate it. And I hate that I have to bitch about it. ::screams:: I FELT YOU SLIP AWAY. Oh my goodness, I just bought Too Bad You're Beautiful... because I lost my old copy... and I haven't listened to it in so long. Double Bass makes me want to melt... I love the way ... ::death:: I can't deal. So fucking perfect.