anywayyouneedme

aww go read the testimonial lisa wrote for me... it makes me want to smother her body in melted butter and lick it all off and then throw up on her because of all the butter. or maybe just give her a big kiss and let her bite me a lot. mmm... took more ultracet today. i guess because i didn't eat anything (aside from a bunch of reese's cups when i woke up) and because i took a few extra concerta... it worked a lot better and it's amazing. i just want to close my eyes and let the world go by and focus on warmth. i cut my hair... it's pretty but you wouldn't be able to tell so i'm not gonna upload a new picture. but... me and lisa are gonna go sheltering tomorrow and then on friday she's gonna come over and we're gonna have a big hair-dyeing party with bleach and blue and green and pink and purple dye and we're gonna look so hot that you're all gonna shit yourselves. i'll try to get her naked and take pictures, a la erin and debrajean ::purr:: couldn't top that, though... no matter HOW many different colors of hair dye we have. okay... hey... you're all really nice. oooh, i meant to ask... what's the worst halloween costume you ever had when you were little? my mom mad me dress up as peter pan when i was in like 3rd grade, right when i started to really care about being girly... it was horrible. i had to wear green sweatpants and a little green mask... when all my friends got to be slutty witches and stuff. yeah, my mom's a fucking lumberjack... i swear to god she wants me to be a trucker when i grow up. she was always anti-feminine... things... haha that made no sense... i think that's what makes .. uhm okay i must stop rambling, let's blame that little tangent on the ultracet.