anywayyouneedme

GRR... I'm leaving for Chicago TOMORROW! No SuicideGirls for 8 fucking days! :death: And I guess no smoking because I'll be with my fucking family the WHOLE time. But I don't think I have to go to church... but if I do... I get to have one of those yummy Jesus cookies and a sip of my favorite White Zinfandel! I'm making my cards in the car tomorrow... I'll just make my dad drive and sit in the backseat like a little girl, with my crayons and whatnot and make everyone cards. By everyone... I mean three people. I wrapped presents for my dad, and they all look fucking amazing. I'm definetly going to buy a camera just to take pictures and post them on here because they look so fucking good. Yeah... I actually cleaned today... and washed clothes... and DYED MY HAIR PURPLE! All my hairdye looks so beautiful together, I have hot pink, bright green, turquoise/blue and metallic purple. Those were all the colors I originally wanted to do at once, but I never had the money for them all. But now I have them and they look so cute standing in a row on my sink. Man I love that this is just like, a big re-cap of my day. 'Cept for the fact that I didn't talk about any of the fun stuff that people can relate to and write me comments to make me feel cool. So, me and Lisa drove around with Steven and then went over to Willy's house where some of my homeless friends were skating... and we threw snowballs at the streetlights... I was the only one to hit a light, I felt cool. It's all thanks to that year of t-ball when I was little, like I told Lisa, except for the fact that t-ball doesn't involve any sort of throwing, nor did I actually play. So, I lose. Yeah, then we smoked up in front of a playground because that's sort of like a tradition. Then we went to Giant Eagle and I looked for Bobby but Lisa wanted to go back to the car. So yeah, then we went on a cut ride with Jon... and that's my new favorite term. It makes me feel cool. Yeah, then we went to Denny's and the smoking section was closed, but the nice waitress told us we could go back there and smoke if we needed to. It made me happy. Uhm... yeah. Cool. So... boys hate me, I seem to have some really weird luck with relationships that I actually try and make work. I should stop fucking with that... Okay, bye. Have a nice Christmas or... whatever you intend to celebrate in the next 8 days. I love you... all of you.