anywayyouneedme

::sigh:: I feel like fuck. My little neighbors want me to go play with them in the snow but that's really the last thing in the world I wanna do. I'm tired and sick... not too tired and sick to go out with my friends but... you know... sort of that selfish type of thing. I had fun last night, went to the animal shelter with Lisa and just played with little kittens the whole time... and then went to see my therapist and I had a really good talk with her and went to see PW and I was in a great mood. And then it started to snow... and Bobby brought Real Sex:SG and Baudelaire for me and it was nice and made me happy. I went to Gaithersburg today and had a gyro which made me happy... and now I am stuffed and I just want to get drunk and smoke. There's a gallon of wine and a bunch of beer upstairs just calling my name.