The girl hanging naked from the shower curtain rod, half dead from autoerotic asphyxiation, she's Paula and she's a sexaholic. That's from Choke... I'm SO Paula. I wish.
is choke a movie yet??
and thank you
and some people think i look alot like tegan and other people say i dont at all.. merf. i think its just the hair.
::sigh:: Today was boring. Lot's of sitting around and only one Tylenol 3 to make my cramps and headache go away. I could go for some sex... feel good sex. I feel like fuck today. I have a really bad headache from smoking reds in my friend's car, which smells bad already. That's seriously the worse heacache inducer ever. Two people made me mix tapes... Read More
went to the emergency room last night for my head. i sat in the waiting room for 2 hours and then they took me back and promised to get me a drink. 3 hours later, no fucking drink. i got a cat scan, and then sat around for a while waiting for the results... and then i started crying because they ignored me and got... Read More
That's fucking horrible.. I wish I had known.. would've popped in with flowers or something.. and Baudelaire too..
Feeling any better? My sisters been having to get cat skins a lot lately.. apparantly shes got some sort of cyst[?] right around where her sinuses are.. Shes been on loads of meds..
... the emergency room is no fun at all. i went in september because i thought i had a stroke, my visit wasn't quite as bad as yours, but it still wasn't good (are they ever?). it turned out that the reason the left side of my face was paralyzed was because i have (or had) bell's palsy. it was horrible, i couldn't talk right, and i had to eat everything with a fork and a knife so i didn't bite my lip off. they put me on prednizone, i would have loved to get vicodin, that's the good stuff...
drunken wrestling = bad idea. i think i have a concussion. or had one? when does it go away? i've never had one before so i'm confused. last night i kept pinning john down and tickling him and then he kept escaping and body slamming me like a loser. and then i pinned him up against the wall but then he picked me up and... Read More
when it's a concussion, there's very little difference between asleep and reaction to a brain injury. have someone check on you every hour or two to make sure you can wake up. if you don't, that's obviously trouble.
mmm... i'm at a party. had sex out in the cold, which for obvious reasons didnt last too long... and i've had 6 beers and i'm waiting to be drunk. we're sitting around sharing a 30 pack with 4 people because everyone is gone now... and ranting about the government. what else would we do? every entry ends with that face.
+ party tonight with a bonfire
- 2 shitty pop-punk bands that are dying to be famous will be playing
+ i have a pack of cigarettes
- i've already smoked 14 of them
+ i know who has my camera
- i will be raped and beaten if i try to get it back from him
Man, why won't the bad outweigh the good... Read More
I'm gonna start volunteering at the animal shelter soon. Lisa and I went there yesterday and played with the kittens and tried not to be bothered by the smell of poop as we walked around and looked at all the puppies. I hate people who can't fucking take care of animals... it's so cruel to fuck with someone elses existance the way so many people... Read More
Why do I still see you in every mirrored window, in all that I could never overcome? How I don't know what I should do with my hands when I talk to you. How you don't know where you should look, so you look at my hands. How movements rise and then dissolve, melted by our shallow breath. How causes dance away from me.
"Come, beautiful creature, sheathe your claws;
Rest on my amorous heart,
And let me plunge into your marvellous eyes,
Of mingled metal and agate.
When my fingers caress at leisure
your supple, elastic back,
And my hand tingles with pleasure
From your body's electric contact,"
[Excerpt from "The Cat" by Charles Baudelaire]
I e-mailed the guys at Thrice about your ticket.. said they'd see what they could do.. but couldn't promise anything.. I'll keep you posted when I hear something more about it..
One of my favorite things to do when I'm bored is read every question and answer in the HELP section. Reading the same jokes over and over again always cheers me up, and makes me feel like I belong because I already know what they say. I also know how happy I'm making my brain by continually filling it with information.
blah blah... i'm sick of looking at this picture of myself. i hafta find another picture to put up ... i fucking miss my camera like woah. yep... i'm gonna find a survey and fill it out and put it on here so we can pretend to be best friends. all of us. woo!
mmm I love girly screaming in music... it's so hot. I... uhm I forgot what I was gonna say. So I went over to my friend Ashley's today and showed her brother fun pictures from BME... if you ever check out the What's New section, they have the greatest pictures, and I freaked him and his friends out. It was funny, I like being able... Read More
and thank you
and some people think i look alot like tegan and other people say i dont at all.. merf. i think its just the hair.
YOU missy.. have to go to that party thingy that the frederick arts council is holding at the old masonic temple.. see details here.
For the record.. we need to place this game..SNAP
[Edited on Nov 11, 2003 7:43PM]