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what would it be like if you were testing a mouse with electroshock and food, and the mouse decided to keep licking the electricity until you felt so bad that you gave it the food? then after it finished eating, it bit you, then lay there drooling until it gets hungry again, and starts licking the electricity again.

john titor has changed a lot of my outlook on life. ever since i was sucked in i have told people about it, and they have in turn been sucked in. now i get people asking me about time travel all the time. i'm impressed with the theories behind it. we seem to live in such a self-centered self-loathing society with no formal training or anyone who is knowledgable enough or willing enough to train the willing, that we graduate from being raised by television to raising ourselves with television.

aside from all that depressing stuff, i've been hanging out with a ton of you awesome cool people lately. thanks for all the responses to the last entry. i don't know whether to "love me " for the lack of responses on here or "hell yeah " for the responses i get in person.

which leads us to the question of the day. what is the biggest difference between your online personality and your fleshy personality? and don't try to say there are none. for me? i'm a lot less monologue-driven.