Today I have part 2 of my birthday....the party! Last night I had a nice dinner with my family and then Morgan,Halfjack and my friend L all went out to a show. It was fun, I was feeling very silly and happy. I have alot of cleaning and food preperation to work on before 7:30 tonight. I really hope everything goes well. A bunch of people from my church found out about the party and invited themselves, and I felt bad saying "NO, you can't come to my party!" to them...so I have no idea how many people to expect now, and my apartment is really not very big at all, so I'm a bit nervous about the size of the croud tonight...I'm actually hoping some people will forget, so that it will only be me and my friends and not all these half assed aquantences showing up for free food. Anyway, L is trying to sleep so I better call this a post for now and get going....thanks for all the "happy bithday's! " I felt very loved! 
And yeah, I'm sorry for dramaness too.