back from the hospital after cheating death with a pulmonary embolism on my last chemo cycle. how appropriate that i arose from this on fri the 13th! This last cycle of chemo was no joke.it took alot out of me,bringing me to what death would probaby feel like if it came slow enough.and jus waits to watch me squirm.a dr in icu told me,id nvr be the same after I beat it.hes damn right.you get so philosophical&really appreciate the litte things in life