i guess were all human, and simply put I should be designated the right to live as well as anyone else. My option to be productive, wasteful, loving, and hurtful, is my option and will be until I die. I can no longer dwell on the choices of suicide. I cant dwell so much at all. I will learn more self worth, and sober moderation to life. I am sensitive. 
aurora:
glad i could make you smile