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"& I pray salvation leaves you here again
& if I swear for you, I've seen the end
I bear-this weight-for you
& now it seems to me
Every time that I try
to give you peace of mind
you go and question why
Some things you just should know
that it was yours to show
It's like I feel this way
because I'm wanted to.
&I pray for

Weight
All of the weight
Can't stand the weight
Crushing, pushing down on me
You can't seem to see
what's left in me
& now I
I bear
This weight
For you

The pressure grates on me
Yet I am loathe to find
Some sort of middle ground
To work at compromise
You'll never understand
What all this does to me
I'm keeping you alive
And yet it's killing me

& I pray salvation leaves you here again
& if I swear for you, I've seen the end

Weight
All of the weight
Can't stand the weight
Crushing, pushing down on me
You can't seem to see
what's left in me
& now I

Never - I won't
Compromise it - I won't
Take for granted - I won't
Give up on it - I won't
Idolize it - I must
Keep my focus - I must
Sacrifice us - I must
Never let go - I must

Not fall"

-Weight, by Dry Kill Logic

That song has always had meaning to me, and lately it really stood out in my mind. I do take it quite literal, which could be part of my problem.

As for 'brighter' (gloomy for me, bright for many!) news the Maryland Deathfest kicks off today with the preshow!

Take care all,
-Cary