antirock

some people have all the luck.

i don't hate today, i don't love it. mixed feelings. good for all the people with somebody. i'm gonna spend the day letting my friends know how rocking they are and how everybody should kick it with a lot of chocolate. hopefully i'll get at least one v-day card (you may know who you are). i doubt i'll get...
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i lost a net $2.75 tonight at poker. bought in $5, made upwards of $20, lost it all, made $2.25 in dealer tips. hills and valleys fa sho.

my head is pounding and all i can taste is stale smoke. i want sleep, but my body and mind say "no!" cause they're fuckers. i think more than 6 hours out of every 48 should be...
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wait a second...
it's 9:15am and i'm about to sleep til 6:15pm? something seems awry here. maybe not. fuck it.

i almost got arrested again tonight. hot shit. i have a lj too, cause i'm a fag like whoa. and by fag i mean i like the vag.
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fuck getting rivered. i lost the biggest pot of the night tonight getting rivered by 10s full. and i had a made k high straight. eck. i need to quit while i'm not ahead, but not dead yet.
"fuck it, fuck the world." -jeff after dramatic burrito rip

i want a puppy so i can name it laika if it's a girl and ein if...
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i'm never drinking again. (i say that every time)

it's not as much drinking today, as it's forgetting to take my meds. damn medicine. damn it to hell.

i love black sheep. i need a smoke and some sleep. maybe something to eat. yeah, it rhymes. so what? wanna fight about it? fuck smirnoff.

*hugs*

more poker, more losses. only about $15 under though. not bad at all. hopefully i can rock a tournament win this week and get fat paid (upwards of $50 or $100). whatev. it's my second newest vice i guess.
second only to suicidegirls. ow!
i need a coffee cake muffin.

too much poker. it's eating my life. i'm on top, and making money, but my sleep and class attendance have slipped to marginal. i'm not sure i'm even really a "student" anymore. whatev. who needs school when you have cards?

and another thing, i need to fucking rock. i haven't played with anybody else in weeks, months even. it sickens me how much i need...
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man, i'm a nerd. not just nerd. like nerdXcore style. it's nasty. don't get me wrong, i'm not dissing myself. i'm proud. it's just kind of lame sometimes. i need a cigarette. bah.

haha, i wanna get my nips pierced so bad. but i'm a pussy. and i don't want to lose any feeling. or get em ripped (bitten) out in a moment of unclarity. but damn i'd be sexy with some bars. ow!

man, this site is hot shit.
it's no spank material for me, but there's a plethora of eye candy.
damn.