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so last week's photo shoot with katie and ali for ali's boyfriend's birthday went off without a hitch.
we set up shop right here in my room and went for a solid black setting, easily accomplished through the use of my black bedsheets. we took about 350 pictues, many of which were completely unsexy because we were cracking up the whole time. the final cut...
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bah.

i just wanted to update to clear that last piece of crap.

all is well. life goes on, school continues, i still get to play my music, i nerd out on my computer, i masturbate i read, i play with the kitty one, i study.

and wednesday night i get to take sexy as hell pictures of a sexy as hell friend for her...
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last nights rantings about some emotional confusion i've been going through:

when you lose something you can't ever get back there's always a certain amount of regret.


for the first time in a long time i feel like a girl.
a meaningless and seemingly trivial act can cause a downward spiral in any system, leading to what economists aptly refer to as depression.

when i...
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i started walking to clear my head and i can focus and study via headphones so it's working out really well. i keep seeing the same cars and the same people go by even though i never walk at the same time twice. it's crazy.

captain rubbed all over one of my charcoal drawings so he's got a very black/grey action happening all over the...
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it's noon and i've already gotten up, eaten, cleaned up my bedroom and the laundry room, and done two loads of laundry.

one might ask, "why the sudden productivity and why so damn early?"
to those i say, it's simple. i stayed up all night friday because katie came over and wee watched bottle rocket then i gave her a massage then we wasted 2...
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so school is back in swing.
and i'm not nocturnal anymore.
and that pisses me off, but i'll live.

i think i'm going to just declare psyche as my major cause i'm only like 12 hours away from being done with that degree and it compliments my socio minor pretty well.

outside of psyche all i'm taking this semester is an american sign language class....
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it's 7:23 am here and a million birds just flew by my window. actually, they're still flying in a huge endless stream type flock. seriously, this trail of birds must be over a mile long so far. it's really ridiculous.

i'm back in whorelando after a relaxing and fun break. i've enjoyed all of my recent trips back home to catch some r&r with my...
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i'll start by saying everybody have a nice break if i'm not around.
travel safe.

and for the record, the lovely cassiopeia wants to see me naked. let the world know. that makes me happy, i'm proud.


with that said:
this damn dial-up connection is killing my sg viewing ability. it takes me like 34523462364 hours to look at a set. i'm just gonna do...
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hahaha.
i just took pictures of myself naked to trade with a friend online and it was hilarious. so what if we've seen each other naked before? it was still fun.
she went home for the holidays already so we couldn't hang out and we were both bored and horny, so we made due.

note to guys: don't take naked pictures of yourself full frontal...
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thanx to everybody who took my quiz. that was enjoyable, mostly because i can see all the stuff you don't know about me.

finals week is kicking my ass. i'm halfway done, but at about 7:45 pm tonight i'll be done for a month.

back to the ville to reside with my fat catten ralph and my mom for a month. it'll be healthy to...
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