antirock

thanx to all of yous adorable ladies and gentlemen who left me birthday wishes. my love goes out to all of the following in relatively equal shares:
arlo
coops
arete
friday
kayd8284
brinny
kelland
girly
valen
solaris
and last but certainly not least, the lovely linz

you all should give each other pats on the back for being amazing people and form a fanclub in my name.


my birthday was fun i suppose. i stopped taking my medicine so i've been going through withdrawl and staying home, but i managed to have fun at home and sober.
katie and jake came by with a double layer penisandballs shaped cake and gifts in the form of a lot of books and robocop on dvd.
then my other group of friends (from back at home) surprised me with another cake and a bottle of tanqueray. (even though i'm presently unable to consume alcohol, the tanq's day will come)


aside from going through physical withdrawl i'm also experiencing some wicked head effects. not only has my mood been manic, but i also kind of feel like i'm drunk or tripping a lot of the time. my balance is off and i can't drive because of my slowed reactions and tendancy to lose my ability to focus my vision. however, despite all this i feel like i'm doing really well.
i've been in good spirits for the most part the past few days, especially today because the weather was so nice i wanted to just die happy.


nothing else is new. i hope all yous kiddies are doing well.
please tell me about yourselves. i know i'm not making myself apparent these days but i promise i'm still here obsessively and creepily stalking each and every one of you via the ol' lappy.

*fist pounds all around*
[cipmank]