antirock

so school is back in swing.
and i'm not nocturnal anymore.
and that pisses me off, but i'll live.

i think i'm going to just declare psyche as my major cause i'm only like 12 hours away from being done with that degree and it compliments my socio minor pretty well.

outside of psyche all i'm taking this semester is an american sign language class. i've always wanted to be able to sign and communicate effectively with members of the deaf community. plus, since my hearing is degenerating already and i'll need to sign in 20 years i might as well learn now.
the only problem is that i have to do lots of assignments in front of the class and have good attendance. and i know i won't. so i'm thinking about dropping it and just teaching myself to sign.
i love learning, but i sure do hate school.


in other news, the girl that my head has been spinning over for the past few months is back in town and despite the fact that she has a boyfriend we keep laying next to each other and being all snuggly and being happy. i know she's sweating it, and she wants to move on but knows that i won't do anything as long as she's got a boyfriend, even if he is a couple hundred miles away. and she's not a cheater. i think i might be selfishly breaking up their relationship.
of course, the good for me outweighs the feelings of guilt about breaking them up x12098543.
man, girls are confusing though.


*fist pounds all around*
[chipmunk]