Things change violently.
I realize the concept of living and fully understand the adrenaline rush.
The plan half-assed, impulsive, unplanned and loaded with "consequences"
Everything to loose, everything to gain.
A new chance, a new life.
I choose a path and that path is very very cold very very far and the only thing I've ever wanted.
Worlds distort, will I suceed or fail only...
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I realize the concept of living and fully understand the adrenaline rush.
The plan half-assed, impulsive, unplanned and loaded with "consequences"
Everything to loose, everything to gain.
A new chance, a new life.
I choose a path and that path is very very cold very very far and the only thing I've ever wanted.
Worlds distort, will I suceed or fail only...
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givememedicine:
I hope you find what you're looking for. mainly happiness. that's all i ever wanted for you. i may have been blinded by a lot of things, but i understand things so much more clearly. and i really do wish you well. thank you for the many genuine smiles and laughs. i'll always love you for giving me that. good luck.
Murder Muder Muder
I call it what I see
dead children dead leaves
Stop Killing EVERYTHING!
Leave some for me
I get so depressed
That is why I wish
KILL KILL KILL ME!!!
Sing to me, Stun Me,
Free murder apology's
Scream and cry on TV
IM SOOOO SORRRRY!!!
Haha its fuck-k-k-king funnnnnnnnnyyyyy
Haha
Haha
Ha ha
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I'm choking the chick
I mean check...
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I call it what I see
dead children dead leaves
Stop Killing EVERYTHING!
Leave some for me
I get so depressed
That is why I wish
KILL KILL KILL ME!!!
Sing to me, Stun Me,
Free murder apology's
Scream and cry on TV
IM SOOOO SORRRRY!!!
Haha its fuck-k-k-king funnnnnnnnnyyyyy
Haha
Haha
Ha ha
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I'm choking the chick
I mean check...
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apathy:
AMERRRICAAAA.
that was me.
that was me.
Blood spilling from that lovely throat
I can't hear your gargled words but I think it is "kill me please"
I wish for less, devoted to hate, another meaningless passion
Rage for rage, power for power
Collapse every idea into folds of origami and set them beautifully aflame
Tormented, withdrawal is a bitch.
I have nothing more to write about. If I repeat myself forever...
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I can't hear your gargled words but I think it is "kill me please"
I wish for less, devoted to hate, another meaningless passion
Rage for rage, power for power
Collapse every idea into folds of origami and set them beautifully aflame
Tormented, withdrawal is a bitch.
I have nothing more to write about. If I repeat myself forever...
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givememedicine:
Maybe I'll be re-incarnated as a far and distant future sea creature. I'd like that a lot.
Stabing away at myself life fades into a lucid haze.
"What did you say? I thought you said ... "
Nothing because no one is here and I'm talking to myself in a garage...
Am I sleeping? Am I awake? Where am I ? Who's thoughts are these?
"Why is she picking folders up off the floor?"
oh... shes not...I'm dreaming again...
I feel like...
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"What did you say? I thought you said ... "
Nothing because no one is here and I'm talking to myself in a garage...
Am I sleeping? Am I awake? Where am I ? Who's thoughts are these?
"Why is she picking folders up off the floor?"
oh... shes not...I'm dreaming again...
I feel like...
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Its feels like I took way to many pills. Nodding off and dreaming thoughts.
It feels really good. Not as intense as you might think but enough to fuck you up.
Heroine my last destruction. "I'll do it out of principal"...thats how drugs become a staple.
"Random" cravings all day. The ability to take your life away.
The fucking apathy makes me think...I need a...
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It feels really good. Not as intense as you might think but enough to fuck you up.
Heroine my last destruction. "I'll do it out of principal"...thats how drugs become a staple.
"Random" cravings all day. The ability to take your life away.
The fucking apathy makes me think...I need a...
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I just don't give a fuck about anything. Accidental suicide is a possible, arrest is possible anything really is fucking possible. I'm really just really sick of living how I am so I am forcing change chaotically. I'm bringing the whole deck of crads to the ground and wish nothing more from this life.
Its time to act and stop following. So uh fuck everything...
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Its time to act and stop following. So uh fuck everything...
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skizzyk:
Tell me about chaotic change.
My detest for material possessions has swayed its vote for my newly gifted iPod which I have fallen victim to. The ability to drown out the world at any time with any sound I have acquired has proved to be invaluable. I can't bring myself to leave anywhere without the sounds it pumps into my ears. Yelling and screaming experimental electro/hardcore/noise. I can't say with...
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givememedicine:
"I can't say with words how much the world benefits when put on mute."
hahahahahahaha how true.
you little ipod junkie. XD
hahahahahahaha how true.
you little ipod junkie. XD
Whats worse than life twice cursed is the blessing of you masses.
How high can you go? How low will you go?
Sink the ships of wanders lost, your amusements is them fondling themselves
I cant look you in the mirror with your demonic lies
A pretty face is just arsenic laced with Barbie paint
My makeup too cracked and faked
Silence this tongue with...
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How high can you go? How low will you go?
Sink the ships of wanders lost, your amusements is them fondling themselves
I cant look you in the mirror with your demonic lies
A pretty face is just arsenic laced with Barbie paint
My makeup too cracked and faked
Silence this tongue with...
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skizzyk:
Brilliant...
DAY 7- brok.en
I'm freaking out, trying to tell someone the house is on fire and we need to call 911 but no one is listening! They are all just sleeping. Wake Up! WAKE UP! THE HOUSE IS ON FIRE!
"GOD DAMNIT, LOOK!"
The door flies open a nice day with a hint of a breeze. Wheres the fire?!?! I know the house was being...
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I'm freaking out, trying to tell someone the house is on fire and we need to call 911 but no one is listening! They are all just sleeping. Wake Up! WAKE UP! THE HOUSE IS ON FIRE!
"GOD DAMNIT, LOOK!"
The door flies open a nice day with a hint of a breeze. Wheres the fire?!?! I know the house was being...
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Sometimes the simplest things can turn out to be the biggest decisions...
I don't want to be 35 looking back at my life, talking of regret and un-accomplishment. Thinking of how many years I wasted partying. Giving up my dreams, my life and my soul for a days worth of pleasure...my stomach gets into knots thinking about it.
To many times have I had friends...
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I don't want to be 35 looking back at my life, talking of regret and un-accomplishment. Thinking of how many years I wasted partying. Giving up my dreams, my life and my soul for a days worth of pleasure...my stomach gets into knots thinking about it.
To many times have I had friends...
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apathy:
does the above woman come with a religious pamplet too ??
antipunk:
yes.