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The start of my writing (typos, incomplete thoughts and unclear ideals)

Individuality, Unity and the Role of Government

Governments are to be viewed simultaneously as both the Mother & Father of its citizens. A Platonic bond should form where citizens feel that by listening to their Parents, wisdom and benefit can be gained. It should be viewed that the Role of government is to provide...
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Have you ever been tired of something?

Yes, of course you have.

What is the difference between leadership and being lead?

That can be alot of things usually resulting soley from one aspect alone, drive.

Whoever has more drive leads. Why? because those with the mopst drive refuse to let anyone else do it and will do whatever it takes to keep their "right" to...
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Choices...

How many chances do you get? How many opportunities before they run out?

I lost my mind on the most intense expierence of my entire life...I've never been so far gone.

Reality deconstructed all around me and I was in a place of abstract. Individuality and unity blended together to form something far different and very very bizarre. My mind was no longer grounded...
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So busy life...

Applying for bands, attending school, getting a job, community service, mystical studies on sundays, AA everyday, fellowship occasionally, book reading schedules and general mastAbation.

Plus daily choirs, weekly tasks, and monthly goals...

Will I stay sober or break under the stress?

I'll Ask the magic 8 ball...
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Things are never what they are. They are always something else...even when they are what they are.

Who am I to say a rose is red and beautiful, to you it may be gentle vapor and abrupt.

Sometimes I imagine myself as something else...

SPOILERS! (Click to view)


Do you know dream speak?
The language we communicate when we dream?
Can you communicate it with...
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This blood runs thin, but its mine to spill so what the hell.

Stop saying this! Stop talking that!

...I must admit I'm fucking insane...

An emotional rollercoaster as the hospitals say...

"I'D DIE FOR MY BELIEFS!!!" hours later I might just want to die...

Give me relief or Give me Death both mean the exact same thing depending on the moment you ask me....
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sonja:
thanks for the super nice comment. actually im not talking to him at all anymore, thats the best smile
givememedicine:
No amount of supposed "craziness" will ever subdue my love for you. I think you're very brave and I admire the leaps of progress you have made. And I look foreword to the many more. I believe in you and support you through whatever you do hence forth because I know your capabilities and your beauty. Keep striding my love, and show everyone what you're capable of.

yours truly,
Turbo.
miao!!
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Do you want the secrets? Or just the answers?

Inspiration is dedication to deserving more than what you get.

People who need inspiration lack motivation to stop taking shit.

It's only a matter of time before you get so old you realize "Why the fuck am I doing this to myself?!"
"I don't need this"
"I'm too (insert reason for being too good for the...
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sonofapunk:
Hahahaha! Nice blurb man. You should do that, and like all the jackasses without personal accountability and responsibility for their own actions in this world, you could SUE! You'd probably win!

Nice Network quote in there, by the way. We use the speech BEFORE "I'm mad as hell..." as an intro to a song.

And we share the same ideals here man... The tools to the life we want are within us always, we're just too distracted to realize it most of the time...
apathy:
I BELIEVE I BELIEVE I BELIEVE said the little train on the way up the hill
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Its burning wet like the fevers of my sleep
Waking up Throwing up all of this disease

Soaking sheets and twisted dreams
This will be the death of me...

Coughing, choking, grinding teeth
Screaming "I NEED, I NEED, I NEED..."

Clinching fists and throwing fits "Just give me anything!"

My words are slipping, focus lost, this war is what I need

Forget the friends...
Forget...
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They can put your mind in a sugar cube these days. Did you know that?

Every memory and feeling you could literally imagine... acid

Its a trip... 10 hits and my mind is clean.

A fresh start, a new life. I don't have to lose anymore.
I can win.

I'm leading the frontier in self control and mind manipulation.

Bleed the pain dry and let...
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"prolong the pain..."



"prolong the pain..."



"prolong the pain..."



"prolong the pain..."

Thats all I hear these days.

Closing my eyes so tight my mind becomes flashing colors.

Chanting "prolong the pain"

We can go far... for as long as we believe.