antipunk

If you recieve then give equal exchange.
If you give then demand equal exchange.

If you niether recieve nor give expect resentment.
You have to play to win, if you quit we will hate you.

Zen.

The clues to purpose are within us.

Purpose and meaning lay in everything; the history of the beginning; the projection of the future; the world we see and touch; the world we dream and imagine; the thoughts we have; the things we feel; and the truth of illusion.

Shotu carai tsung estra veihata

When all I ever do is think about myself its no wonder I accomplish nothing else
How can I help but be depressed when I 'm always longing to forget, it's no surprise
I can't complete a project when the fear of success is back with a fear of failure

I never learn, I just completely ignore what I've been thinking and hope for something...
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Reality is a manifestation of the inward psyche. Who we are is represented in the physical world. Our environment affects us through our acceptance and/or rejection of it. Free will only exists in the sense that we can change the settings and/or perception of it.

Our family, our friends, our cloths, our music, our books, our TV shows all represent us. We are beings of...
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At first it sucks to become aware. You realize how shitty you actually are and then you think of how much better you could be. Afterwards though, it still sucks because you either accomplish more to satisfy or stay the same miserably.

I feel like a child opening my eyes to see the world for what it is, even though I've been listening to it...
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Pursuit leads to the chase.
Indulgence leads to apetite.

Think of what you want carefully.

This turning is a page in a book. Flipped looked over and skimmed. How fast can we process what we are.
We are nothing as we approach vast masses I can see clearly. The numbers soar but the value sinks. Who are we when education is poor and a life's dedication is broadcast television.
How much TV have you watched this week? Who has a...
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My limited understanding of psychology and human behavior has provided me with this.

The woman's principle is preservation of life.
This is achieved by adopting a healthy culture and living to the highest standard of that culture.

The man's principle is to provide life.
This is achieved by inventing a healthy culture and attempting to exceed standards.

I have yet to meet a woman who...
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My ego so often forgets who I currently am but my subconcious forgets who I've been.
So many things...
I've been a thug, a geek, a heroine addict, a coke addict, a meth addict, an acid freak, a pot head, an alcoholic, a raver, a punk, XxXharDcoreXxX, goth, preppy, GQ, a corporate project manager, a pizza boy, a porn star, a pimp, a player, a...
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