antipunk

Im really sad...
These messages I had on SG...I no longer have =(
I don't know if they are deleted or if I can not find them, but for some reason it tells me it is displaying all of them but it clearly is not.

I know they were written a long time ago and may have somehow been a.u.t.o.d.e.l.e.t.e.d. but...
I'm hoping they are not.

I think they are important to me... and maybe was going to be a gift to someone else?
Now they are lost in the memory of the past... very sad indeed because my memory is not p.e.r.f.e.c.t.

I have something better though but not as good.
if you understand that logical thought.