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Sunday Nov 02, 2008

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I love you, but I'm not In love with you. I know your wrong but I won't tell you. Honestly I didn't mention anything worth mentioning. I'm doing because I keep hearing that is what is right but I don't feel it at all.

I can't seem to connect with you because I didn't listen to anybody growing up. I never took much instruction from my peers because I never made many friends. I had many associates but I rarely thought like they did. I was to cool for the nerds, to nerdy for the jocks, to happy for the goths and to depressing for the preps. I was a realist and I've discovered nobody likes reality.

Everyone is always jealous of everybody else. I want this I want that, I keep wondering if you know something I don't but when I live your life and act like you I realize you are miserable.

I want to have friends I am friendly but I want real friends I'm tired of associates.
First off money is worthless. It won't buy happiness unless you construct your life around it and I can't find a reason to build my life around validation.
Secondly I don't think your beautiful unless you recognize conformity rebel against it and then conform to it. We think we are different but we are all the same so standing out is just a lack of this understanding.
Third I don't believe in God I believe in god.
Fourth I don't like to eat animals, but I do. I can't bring myself to give up meat without giving up vegetables and food all together. Murder is a part of life.
Fifth I've thought about a lot of things and reached a lot of conclusions if you don't have your own answer then perhaps we have nothing to discuss. I've heard most arguments before try something yours.
Sixth Sex means babies.
Seventh What is freedom?
Eighth I hate leadership although I've trained myself to be competent
Ninth I dislike most people because I have to pretend to be like them when I'm around. When I just start talking normally they become absorbed but my hatred of commitment leads to their and my resentment of each other.
Tenth Being generous without cause is against the taboo of earning what you've got and leads to resentment based on nobility and jealousy. I wish I could be generous without regretting it, but I can't so I don't. Its like appeasing children with candy they want it because to them it has value but to me it is worthless. I give it to them without thought and then they beg and rob for more because it is their only thought. I had to learn that feeding an addiction is a crime.

I can't portray myself any other way then saying nothing tangible matters to me. I don't want any drugs, sex or material possession. I don't want a Yale document of graduation. I don't want to prove through sight, taste, touch, smell or sound that I am a valued human being. I just want you to recognize you don't need anything to be like me. I get lonely for friends and it's selfish.

We are exactly the same but if you think otherwise I haven't portrayed my views correctly to convince you. A sin on my part but I attempted my best to teach.

Perhaps my ideas can be summed up by saying I believe in everyone and everything. For a minute imagine yourself as a newborn, without memory, and try to figure out exactly what matters.

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