I've murdered reason and thrown logic aside. Sometimes the best descisions are the ones we grow to regreat.
Step here, step there, sway this way, bow here. Acting is the art of self deception. You must believe who you are before anyone else can.
What more in life can I make interesting? So many people complain about there problems while I sit and laugh creating them so I can have something to solve. What is life worth if its all work, boredom and "playing it safe"? Not very much to me, I'm not afraid of death and thus have no reason to play it safe.
"OMG I died! we'll it was an eventually I guess". We wish for a problem & drama free life while pissing on serenity. We don't want peace we want satisfaction & accomplishment. We natually think so when our minds have nothing to occupy the time we manifest drama and situations of stress to relieve the boredom while telling ourselves outloud how stressfull this drama can be.
We bitch to have something to do...imagine your grandparents current problems, if its not death or dying, they more than likely concern trivial matters.
The point is I'm bored and must bitch about something to occupy my mind because it has no drama of its own.
Step here, step there, sway this way, bow here. Acting is the art of self deception. You must believe who you are before anyone else can.
What more in life can I make interesting? So many people complain about there problems while I sit and laugh creating them so I can have something to solve. What is life worth if its all work, boredom and "playing it safe"? Not very much to me, I'm not afraid of death and thus have no reason to play it safe.
"OMG I died! we'll it was an eventually I guess". We wish for a problem & drama free life while pissing on serenity. We don't want peace we want satisfaction & accomplishment. We natually think so when our minds have nothing to occupy the time we manifest drama and situations of stress to relieve the boredom while telling ourselves outloud how stressfull this drama can be.
We bitch to have something to do...imagine your grandparents current problems, if its not death or dying, they more than likely concern trivial matters.
The point is I'm bored and must bitch about something to occupy my mind because it has no drama of its own.
billytheseal:
Life is boring. nothing more, nothing less. not in this day and age. life and death struggles have given way to 9-5, the hope if life on the gas chambers of 1944 have given way to a vague wish for death in the office envioment. we only enjoy what we make of it, and the only time we feel alive is when we face death, or when we risk losing eveything. drugs and alcohol help, because it stops us thinking of such things. hell with it. intelligence is no guaranty of survival of happiness. but we are what we are.