Have you ever said "I'd kill for (object here)"?
If your a normal American chances are you have.
I don't think I would kill for anything.
The act of slicing someones throat clean open and bathing in there blood while forcing fingers through there eyes does not disturb me but there is more to stop a murder than the fear of the act. For the example in my case the unwillingness to commit murder on the principle that you don't care.
Emotion feelings things people need want don't want but still have. I find them unyielding more like a constant electric buzz bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz the sound of modern life. It really doesn't matter what you do or how you do it I suppose but life will happen until death.
bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz thats all I hear ringing in my ears every task a choir.
"What now?" "Do I really?" "Fuck it. whatever" The complaints a sweet relief from the buzz of life. Motion without meaning isn't that my belief? Well looks like thats the way things are forever going to be so my work is done.
bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz "Hey hi ! YEAH! Feigned concern!!!" I guess this could be depressing if the worst thing wasn't how empty I feel but that its doesn't bother me. I adamantly preached against complacency but now take its values into my heart. There is nothing more pathetic and disgusting than the fool who betrays their dream out of complacency.
Call me a fool! I'm the most disgusting and pathetic you've ever seen.
If your a normal American chances are you have.
I don't think I would kill for anything.
The act of slicing someones throat clean open and bathing in there blood while forcing fingers through there eyes does not disturb me but there is more to stop a murder than the fear of the act. For the example in my case the unwillingness to commit murder on the principle that you don't care.
Emotion feelings things people need want don't want but still have. I find them unyielding more like a constant electric buzz bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz the sound of modern life. It really doesn't matter what you do or how you do it I suppose but life will happen until death.
bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz thats all I hear ringing in my ears every task a choir.
"What now?" "Do I really?" "Fuck it. whatever" The complaints a sweet relief from the buzz of life. Motion without meaning isn't that my belief? Well looks like thats the way things are forever going to be so my work is done.
bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz "Hey hi ! YEAH! Feigned concern!!!" I guess this could be depressing if the worst thing wasn't how empty I feel but that its doesn't bother me. I adamantly preached against complacency but now take its values into my heart. There is nothing more pathetic and disgusting than the fool who betrays their dream out of complacency.
Call me a fool! I'm the most disgusting and pathetic you've ever seen.
apathy:
i will leave the rest stuck in their maze of the same vein because no ball and chain will stop me from adventures in distance. there is a map on my cieling. a map on my floor. i study them both since april feels almost tomorrow.