antipunk

What concept has reality when nothing makes much sense. It feels so drastic the way things can fail from horribly pointless to all encompassingly meaningfull. How the lie decieves and covers up itself.

A second spent away unfocused on the thought of life as a fraud leaves one to instantly slip back into its unthinking mindless grasps. How material can anything be when its mass produced and lacks any sense of unique. How valuable is it really when 100,000,000 copies are circulating.

Is it really worth a dollar amount? Is it really worth your attention?

I'm bleeding paint onto the walls, saying whats wrong but you need to pay attention to understand.

All I ever do is preach..its funny. My grandfather and greatgrandfather were preachers but god was there word truth is mine.

What is there left to hold onto if every thought was based on a shattered lie?
Nothing.

I really couldn't care less.
Jaded, the drugs are meant to numb but become worthless compared with the pleasure gained from the pain of life.

Its just not interesting to be mindless all day every day all the time and its even more worthless to be waiting for that high.

I drink to make you happy, is it working?
haha Fuck everything I can't take another drink but I'll never stop.