antipunk

Its feels like I took way to many pills. Nodding off and dreaming thoughts.
It feels really good. Not as intense as you might think but enough to fuck you up.
Heroine my last destruction. "I'll do it out of principal"...thats how drugs become a staple.
"Random" cravings all day. The ability to take your life away.
The fucking apathy makes me think...I need a rig to shoot up.