Hedonism can get so boring...its like cheating on a video game. At first its like" wow cool awesome, something new! yea!!!" Then it gets boring and old and you realize you have everything and there is nothing to look forward to.
So it becomes even more depressing and pathetic...because now you still do the drugs, the alcohol and the sex but its pointless and you know it but you can't help it. Its the only way you know how to live so the sickness sinks in even deeper. Your addiction grows stronger..."maybe if I just had more?! Ya thats its more... Gimme Gimme Gimme I want to be happy!"
To few realize money is the sickest of all addictions. Fiending for cash "GImme Gimme Gimme! It will make me happy!!!!"
Such fucking bullshit...
You earn then you learn, then you buy cause you spent your entire life trying to make money, until you have so much that you realize that its worthless and pointless. However, you can't stop, its the only way you know how to live, so you keep buying and buying and spending hoping that it will still work that the values society raised you on "work hard, make money, be happy" will apply. That all the fucking lies they ever told you are true. But money can't buy happiness and its doesn't work, so you are retarded. Stupid. Struck down you sink into depression...its all lies and you believed it. Money doesn't buy anything worth having.
Its all the fucking shit wrong with the Values of society that gets me all pissed and angry. All the fucking ideas instilled in our minds reguritated from a dead culture baised on christianity... it seems ridiculous that anyone would believe anything taught to them. Stupid ancient ideas thought up ages ago baised on Faith?!?! How DUMB! People put to death for challenging the Pope! Who obviously knows best, as he is ..."ordained by god" well anyways I hate everything our pathetic society has become.
A new Roman empire would do some good. I wish Communist russia would have won the cold war...at least there aethist culture would devoured ours...I want to move to China...Maybe start a Revolution and fix ours...Really good old ideas with new ones... Democracy is dead. Vote Fascist!
So it becomes even more depressing and pathetic...because now you still do the drugs, the alcohol and the sex but its pointless and you know it but you can't help it. Its the only way you know how to live so the sickness sinks in even deeper. Your addiction grows stronger..."maybe if I just had more?! Ya thats its more... Gimme Gimme Gimme I want to be happy!"
To few realize money is the sickest of all addictions. Fiending for cash "GImme Gimme Gimme! It will make me happy!!!!"
Such fucking bullshit...
You earn then you learn, then you buy cause you spent your entire life trying to make money, until you have so much that you realize that its worthless and pointless. However, you can't stop, its the only way you know how to live, so you keep buying and buying and spending hoping that it will still work that the values society raised you on "work hard, make money, be happy" will apply. That all the fucking lies they ever told you are true. But money can't buy happiness and its doesn't work, so you are retarded. Stupid. Struck down you sink into depression...its all lies and you believed it. Money doesn't buy anything worth having.
Its all the fucking shit wrong with the Values of society that gets me all pissed and angry. All the fucking ideas instilled in our minds reguritated from a dead culture baised on christianity... it seems ridiculous that anyone would believe anything taught to them. Stupid ancient ideas thought up ages ago baised on Faith?!?! How DUMB! People put to death for challenging the Pope! Who obviously knows best, as he is ..."ordained by god" well anyways I hate everything our pathetic society has become.
A new Roman empire would do some good. I wish Communist russia would have won the cold war...at least there aethist culture would devoured ours...I want to move to China...Maybe start a Revolution and fix ours...Really good old ideas with new ones... Democracy is dead. Vote Fascist!
thanks