How many chances do you get? How many opportunities before they run out?
I lost my mind on the most intense expierence of my entire life...I've never been so far gone.
Reality deconstructed all around me and I was in a place of abstract. Individuality and unity blended together to form something far different and very very bizarre. My mind was no longer grounded... Read More
Applying for bands, attending school, getting a job, community service, mystical studies on sundays, AA everyday, fellowship occasionally, book reading schedules and general mastAbation.
Plus daily choirs, weekly tasks, and monthly goals...
No amount of supposed "craziness" will ever subdue my love for you. I think you're very brave and I admire the leaps of progress you have made. And I look foreword to the many more. I believe in you and support you through whatever you do hence forth because I know your capabilities and your beauty. Keep striding my love, and show everyone what you're capable of.
Inspiration is dedication to deserving more than what you get.
People who need inspiration lack motivation to stop taking shit.
It's only a matter of time before you get so old you realize "Why the fuck am I doing this to myself?!"
"I don't need this"
"I'm too (insert reason for being too good for the... Read More
Hahahaha! Nice blurb man. You should do that, and like all the jackasses without personal accountability and responsibility for their own actions in this world, you could SUE! You'd probably win!
Nice Network quote in there, by the way. We use the speech BEFORE "I'm mad as hell..." as an intro to a song.
And we share the same ideals here man... The tools to the life we want are within us always, we're just too distracted to realize it most of the time...
What I have done I do not regreat. I look forward to the nothingness. Silence in a world full of colors and vibration's mathmatical equations. WE all believe in something and sometimes thats not enough...
When everything is doomed, the drug addiction is through, the bottle is still empty, your still staring... Read More
I am immune to life. I am removed far away from mortal thoughts. I am a dreamer, who's only dream is to dream the most unique. To always remember what once is not enough because so much better could have been done.
Humans think of things as to much or to hard, but to a dreamer we think how much how hard.
Life is boring. nothing more, nothing less. not in this day and age. life and death struggles have given way to 9-5, the hope if life on the gas chambers of 1944 have given way to a vague wish for death in the office envioment. we only enjoy what we make of it, and the only time we feel alive is when we face death, or when we risk losing eveything. drugs and alcohol help, because it stops us thinking of such things. hell with it. intelligence is no guaranty of survival of happiness. but we are what we are.
Have you ever stared off into space only to realize you've forgotten everything; memories, speach, meaning...
To many times a day I forget reality. For seconds my mind delves into an imaginary world where everything is the same but means something completely different. The fridge is meant to watch and guard the kitchen ensuring all who enter are fed. People move and speek because they... Read More
