I just returned from my very first first date with a guy in 5 years, 337 days. 
More on that later. Probably.
More on that later. Probably.
So, you're all going to think I'm totally stupid and pathetic, but, well, oh well.
So, I'm kind of dating my ex-husband. Well, like, we have dinner together once a week or so, and chit-chat online, and fuck around every once in a while. And I don't see why we shouldn't. I still think he's cool people; he never did anything intentionally to hurt me,...
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So, I'm kind of dating my ex-husband. Well, like, we have dinner together once a week or so, and chit-chat online, and fuck around every once in a while. And I don't see why we shouldn't. I still think he's cool people; he never did anything intentionally to hurt me,...
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ladythistle:
I think that happens a lot (the backsliding with an ex thing, not the seeing old professors in compromising situations thing haha) and it's okay. Strangers can help you forget yourself but they can't comfort you in the same way as someone you have a pre-established connection with. Anyway, it's not stupid so good luck!
curlyginger:
Hey whatever works for you. I'd rather eat arsenic then sleep with my ex-husband...
I hate getting all cute and paying a club cover and not getting laid. 
thebeesknees:
Edited for content... i was going to suggest something about Talia, but then again, i wasn't... *shudder*
who's booty?!?!?!?
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who's booty?!?!?!?
[Edited on Sep 26, 2004 6:42PM]
pica_pica:
i'm sure it was just the booze talkin, but I think it may actually be a good thing, i was kinda missing out on my workouts and whatnot, my little diversion became a full on distraction, and I think it ran its course.
Sucks, but I mostly just feel bad for her
Sucks, but I mostly just feel bad for her
fortysix_and_two:
Love your comment in the Gamers group 
Folsom Street fair! Pre-fair play parties!!! I am so excited!!!!!
Or is that horny?
Mmmmm, both I think.
Anyone want to slap me around, pull my hair and call me names?
Or is that horny?
Mmmmm, both I think.
Anyone want to slap me around, pull my hair and call me names?
joscelyne:
I've never been to Folsom Street Fair. Have fun for me!
I fucking hate my job. 
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retroactivwe:
Grrr, bad jobs suck.
Thanks for the birthday wishes!
Thanks for the birthday wishes!
thepromdate:
not rad.
what is it with jobs? you're like the third person i know who really hates their job right now. and i don't mean it's crappy, but whatever, but really, really dislikes it.
what is it with jobs? you're like the third person i know who really hates their job right now. and i don't mean it's crappy, but whatever, but really, really dislikes it.
I find it interesting that most people interpreted that last entry as happy. I guess it was a happy memory, but recounting it was pretty devastating to me. I was in a very PMS-y mood, and felt like a mini-midday-breakdown.
So, I'm a sucker for free stuff. I'll tell a questionnaire I have kids, do all the cooking for the household, whatever for a free...
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So, I'm a sucker for free stuff. I'll tell a questionnaire I have kids, do all the cooking for the household, whatever for a free...
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ebin:
Thanks for the birthday wishes! 
pica_pica:
YAY. I do everything I can to fuck up the data miners.
I have so many cards in so many names, I'm 22 and unemployed, I'm a 9 year old hindu boy, I'm a 52 year old widow on a pension... I HATE DATA MINING
There's a great book out there:
Database Nation: Death of Privacy in the 21st Century
I have so many cards in so many names, I'm 22 and unemployed, I'm a 9 year old hindu boy, I'm a 52 year old widow on a pension... I HATE DATA MINING
There's a great book out there:
Database Nation: Death of Privacy in the 21st Century
On so many levels it was not supposed to end up like this. First of all, I wasn't supposed to love him. I had no plans to get with the person I would fall in love with and then marry in high school. It was not in the plans. But he was cute with his bleached hair, and sweeter than I knew he could be,...
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thepromdate:
i think it's good that you can look back on good memories, instead of bitterness.
on a different note...i love babies....i'm facinated by their smallness and their wonderful baby smell.
on a different note...i love babies....i'm facinated by their smallness and their wonderful baby smell.
thebeesknees:
hey girlie... that link you sent me said my state was invalid, so that's a no go... i don't want to send junk mail to my parent's place...
This weekend has been especially hard, and I miss him a LOT, for no particular reason. Friday it was all I could do not to make a booty call, and today, all I want to do in the whole world is cuddle with him on the couch and watch Law & Order. Why should a simple desire be so damn complicated? Today is just another...
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retroactivwe:
Gah. No advice, I'm afraid. Hugs anyway.
I had a baby today. Not really, of course. The family that I nanny for had a baby on Saturday. Mom and Baby came home today. I was thinking I'd be lucky to get to hold the baby for a few minutes, because new mommies are usually so attached to their new babies, plus Grandma was there. Instead, Mom passed Baby off to me about...
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grrlhavoc:
she is adorable!
pica_pica:
Thanks! I'm SO relieved for the dog. Man, it's so hard having a pet, I can't fathom the stresses of parenthood.