Life is above fabulous (save for the job).
I'm stripping, for the first time ever (in public), in May. I'm very excited.
Today is my last day of school before Spring Break (whoo-hoo! Spring Break!
Not really, though. I still have work.)
The boy was making some reference last night to "when we move in together...", and I totally got physically turned on
. I...
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I'm stripping, for the first time ever (in public), in May. I'm very excited.
Today is my last day of school before Spring Break (whoo-hoo! Spring Break!
Not really, though. I still have work.)
The boy was making some reference last night to "when we move in together...", and I totally got physically turned on
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datsun:
I want to see you nakie when you start dancing, if it won't make you uncomfortable...
datsun:
let me know when you have it nailed down. I promise to yell and scream for you, so even if you suck, everyone will think "this girl must be doing all the newest dance moves if she's getting so much attention..." 
This is an example of the eternal optimist in me. I am so over being bummed about the divorce. All I can think is, "wow, I'm 23 and I've had 2 great loves. From what I understand, some people are lucky to find one." I feel incredibly lucky and grateful to have had the opportunity to have such experiences. How fucking weird am I? heh...
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ragefilledmuffin:
Thanks for the birthday wishes.
What an awesome outlook. I tend to believe that if you learn from an experience, its never a mistake and it makes you who you are. Which isn't exactly optimistic, but its better than some reactions.
What an awesome outlook. I tend to believe that if you learn from an experience, its never a mistake and it makes you who you are. Which isn't exactly optimistic, but its better than some reactions.
xip:
Fun!
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Dude, I made friends in my classes. I just realized this. heh. There are people I sit next to regularly, and who smile and wave when they see me. One guy in particular, Jayson, who has all my classes with me. We're cool. We had the same color pink hair for awhile (now mine is purple and black and his is red and black). And...
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fatboypezhead:
deal
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Last year my ex was 32... 33 now... and getting his PhD... and he would throw a fit and accuse me of cheating on him if I hung out with my own friends who were my age... so my only friends were stuffy, preppy, disconnected middle-aged business-major PhD candidates... talk about lonely and unsatisfying... this year has been awesome and perfect in comparison... considering my oldest friend now is like 22, and none of them have kids or real jobs or suits. In fact I'm pretty sure all they have is pot and video games.
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Prom tickets are almost mine! They have been paid for, and are reportedly in the mail. And I have a fabulous date and an cool dress (I hope). I am very excited.
I am auditioning for a strip show tonight. I'm very nervous. I've never really stripped for anyone, save for an *ahem* private show last night. But cute girls keep asking me if I'm...
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I am auditioning for a strip show tonight. I'm very nervous. I've never really stripped for anyone, save for an *ahem* private show last night. But cute girls keep asking me if I'm...
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datsun:
ooooooooooooooooooh. if you guys want extra girls, I'd love to do something like that. I used to dance legitimately....
datsun:
rock. thanks!
They say beware the ides of March. They speak the truth.
This is reprinted from my journal a year ago (and was read at the funeral), when, on March 15, 2004, my mother-in-law died after a long, brave battle with cancer. She is still missed and remembered.
"I can probably count on one hand the number of times I referred to Stephanie as my mother-in-law....
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This is reprinted from my journal a year ago (and was read at the funeral), when, on March 15, 2004, my mother-in-law died after a long, brave battle with cancer. She is still missed and remembered.
"I can probably count on one hand the number of times I referred to Stephanie as my mother-in-law....
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I got home from Tony's house shortly ago. On the drive home, I was very aware of this peculiar state of being. My first thought was that I was feeling emotionally numb, and then I realized that was very wrong. I wasn't numb, I was at peace. It was beautiful, and I'm still feeling some residuals. At peace is apparently the hangover from the kind...
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joscelyne:
Awww! That's so great. I feel squishy inside, too, hehe. And I commend your crepe-flipping talents, because I can't even flip a freakin pancake or egg without it getting all warped-looking!
fatboypezhead:
look I'm sorry about the nose I promise I'll shave next time. I had a great time by the way. when should I be expecting you again?
First of all, for those of you who weren't yet aware, my boyfriend is hanging around these parts these days. Around here, he's known as fatboypezhead. Go say hi! Please.
I noticed, when I was going through my breakup, I had so much to say, and wrote a bunch of journal entries. Now that my life has done a complete 180, that I'm in...
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I noticed, when I was going through my breakup, I had so much to say, and wrote a bunch of journal entries. Now that my life has done a complete 180, that I'm in...
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mrluckys:
the prom tickets arrived. email me your address and i'll send them off asap.
pica_pica:
thank you antiprincess. You've been there from the start, and I totally feel like you know me a little bit because of that.
It's been a strange trip, that's for sure. I thank this site for my "sanity" (if I have that) sometimes, the cathartic purge I get out of some of my too personal journal postings seems to be my safety release valve. I don't necessarily require a response like a discussion to some of the crap I spit out, but even a short comment like you just left still means alot to me.
"loaded and raw"
That's me baby.
edited because I forgot to mention that I am silently here in your journal alot too. I'm always reading you.
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It's been a strange trip, that's for sure. I thank this site for my "sanity" (if I have that) sometimes, the cathartic purge I get out of some of my too personal journal postings seems to be my safety release valve. I don't necessarily require a response like a discussion to some of the crap I spit out, but even a short comment like you just left still means alot to me.
"loaded and raw"
That's me baby.
edited because I forgot to mention that I am silently here in your journal alot too. I'm always reading you.
[Edited on Mar 12, 2005 9:42PM]
It's official. We're in love. 
Mad, passionate, foolish, scary, exhausting, can hardly concentrate on anything else, disgustingly sappy love.
I've been feeling like that just might be the case for about a week now (so, yes, 2 weeks into our relationship
), but I was scared to say it. Scared I was being stupid, or kidding myself, or that I'd scare him, or he'd think...
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Mad, passionate, foolish, scary, exhausting, can hardly concentrate on anything else, disgustingly sappy love.
I've been feeling like that just might be the case for about a week now (so, yes, 2 weeks into our relationship
), but I was scared to say it. Scared I was being stupid, or kidding myself, or that I'd scare him, or he'd think... Read More
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sakita:
i am so happy for you.. dont worry about falling in love quickly
i feel in love within 2o minutes...so........
good luck darlin
i feel in love within 2o minutes...so........
good luck darlin
retroactivwe:
So happy for you!
2 hours ago, there was a pretty fair chance I wasn't going to be able to see him (Tony, my *boyfriend* ) at all this week. Now he's coming over TOMORROW and I'm going to his place Thursday night. The hours we'll get to spend with each other (when I'm not supposed to be sleeping) are few, but I am really happy I get to...
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) at all this week. Now he's coming over TOMORROW and I'm going to his place Thursday night. The hours we'll get to spend with each other (when I'm not supposed to be sleeping) are few, but I am really happy I get to... Read More
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datsun:
glad to hear things are well for you (except the job, I'll hate the dad, too. 
<--- see?)
I am totally stealing your PPS. I have had so many random friendship requests lately.
glad to hear things are well for you (except the job, I'll hate the dad, too. <--- see?)
I am totally stealing your PPS. I have had so many random friendship requests lately.
dogslife:
I knew I had another set of fingers crossed for me out there somewhere. Thanks! 
I have a date for Valentine's Day! Yay! I'll be seeing the new boy again, he's coming to my house, and I'll be ditching a little bit of school to be with him, but it's all about priorities in life. I'm really excited he's coming over.
Although I admit that it'll be hard pressed to top last Valentine's Day, when Koleeta and I spent the...
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Although I admit that it'll be hard pressed to top last Valentine's Day, when Koleeta and I spent the...
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datsun:
If you like, I can be your emergency call for future blind dates. Sounds like you could've used one..
datsun:
Happy Valentine's Day!!!