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Monday Sep 27, 2004

Sep 27, 2004
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So, you're all going to think I'm totally stupid and pathetic, but, well, oh well.

So, I'm kind of dating my ex-husband. Well, like, we have dinner together once a week or so, and chit-chat online, and fuck around every once in a while. And I don't see why we shouldn't. I still think he's cool people; he never did anything intentionally to hurt me, and he gets me like none of my newer friends do. And he's a good lay. Neither of us are getting any action, and I'm the kind of person that needs affection, of some sort, on a fairly regular basis, or I get depressed (Not necessarily sex, but hugs and snuggling and stuff will do, too).

And it doesn't change anything. I'm still getting out there, going to parties, putting up personals and stuff. Just because we hang out or fuck doesn't mean we're getting back together, and I know that, and I'm okay with that. I really know that us not being married will be better in the long run. But he knows how to touch me, and sometimes that's all a girl needs.

And I still hate my job, and I got all hot this weekend, 3 times even, and didn't get laid, and I hate my job. So that's what's going on with me right now.

Oh, and I went to a queer women "play" party this weekend, and saw an old professor of mine. eeek
ladythistle:
I think that happens a lot (the backsliding with an ex thing, not the seeing old professors in compromising situations thing haha) and it's okay. Strangers can help you forget yourself but they can't comfort you in the same way as someone you have a pre-established connection with. Anyway, it's not stupid so good luck!
Sep 28, 2004
curlyginger:
Hey whatever works for you. I'd rather eat arsenic then sleep with my ex-husband...
Oct 2, 2004

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