antiprincess

Today is not a good day. I've been pretty agressively pursuing both apartments and jobs (well, jobs more than apartments, because I feel better renting a place after I have secured a job), and people keep telling me they're going to call me, and nobody does. Well, except the one call I got saying they passed on me for the job, and the form letter from another position saying they don't have a position for me. A job I thought looked terribly promising told me they'd call me on Friday, and I have yet to hear from them.

I just need so badly to get on with my life, and a big part of that is moving out of here. Peter and I are still cool, but it's just depressing living here, given the situation. Every second I spend here, around him and the things we've collected over almost six years together just remind of all that I'm losing. I need to leave, but I absolutely refuse to move anywhere I can't call home for an extended period of time. I think that would be even more depressing.



On the bright side, I got a beautiful, sweet new ball python, whom I've named Cheesecake, and 2 cute rats (who will be breeding food for Cheesecake), whom I've named Trogdor and The Cheat. As soon as Peter finds my camera cord, you can expect pictures.

P.S. One of my hamsters is very sick. She seems like she's in pain, and if she makes it through the night, I think I'm going to have her euthanized tomorrow.