I'm okay. I've always known in my head that I would be okay, but today I feel it. I mean, deep down, I'm still beyond devastated, but this morning I woke up with a smile on my face, even though I woke up alone. Today seems easier, and I'm grateful for it.
I still don't know what's going to happen. Peter's agreed to try counseling when he gets back from Chicago, but we don't know when that is yet. I hate the not knowing, but I'll live. I'm still hoping for the best, but I'm starting to plan for the worst.
Love to everybody who has offered their empathy and support. I appreciate it.
I still don't know what's going to happen. Peter's agreed to try counseling when he gets back from Chicago, but we don't know when that is yet. I hate the not knowing, but I'll live. I'm still hoping for the best, but I'm starting to plan for the worst.
Love to everybody who has offered their empathy and support. I appreciate it.
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fiesty:
I am so sorry to hear that hun, I hope that everything works out for the best!! Just know you have lots of wonderful friends on here that love ya and care about you!!! Take care of yourself and I hope you feel better soon. 
thepromdate:
how are you doing? would you be down for a bumo next monday? i think one needs to happen.