He said he doesn't love me anymore.
I want to vomit, then I want to die.
Addendum:
I don't know what to do. We just sat and cried together for a good 30 minutes, and that makes it seem so real, and on the other hand, the only thought as prevalent in my head right now as "But I still love you!" and "Why are you doing this to me?" is "This is not happening to me." It seems so entirely surreal, too. This is not an option in my world. We were building a life together. I don't want to imagine my world without him. And he goes back to Chicago tomorrow for a couple of weeks, which just seems insane to me right now, but he has to go for work. What do I do? Do I pack? Do I just wait? Where will I go? I want to rewind the day, and never have that conversation. He's my best friend. Who do I run to now?
I want to vomit, then I want to die.
Addendum:
I don't know what to do. We just sat and cried together for a good 30 minutes, and that makes it seem so real, and on the other hand, the only thought as prevalent in my head right now as "But I still love you!" and "Why are you doing this to me?" is "This is not happening to me." It seems so entirely surreal, too. This is not an option in my world. We were building a life together. I don't want to imagine my world without him. And he goes back to Chicago tomorrow for a couple of weeks, which just seems insane to me right now, but he has to go for work. What do I do? Do I pack? Do I just wait? Where will I go? I want to rewind the day, and never have that conversation. He's my best friend. Who do I run to now?
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I wish I could rewind time for you, and change it.
just remember that I always got a hug for ya punkin