antiprincess

Thank you all for your support. Seeing all those sad faces was not helping my mood, but mostly I'm doing okay (fortunately, my jobs do not allow time for me to stop and think). But I'm not the one I'm worried about. My sister goes in for a D&C tomorrow morning, essentially to clean things out. I've gone through great pains to ensure that she has a tub of Cold Stone Ice Cream waiting for her when she gets home, which took a little bit of arranging, since there's not a Cold Stone in my hometown, and I didn't want to ask my mom or dad, since they'll have more important things to do. I just hope I picked out the right mix-ins.

Haven't heard anymore about Peter's mom. She's been doing chemo for, like, 2 years now. And if that's not working, I don't know what the next step is.

I feel so useless right now. I think my prayers are broken.

I am determined to end this on a brighter note. One of the kids in my class today (in the after-school program I work at), brought me a little Christmas present. It's this really cute snowman, filled with See's candy. And the icing on the cake was that I don't think the other teacher in the classroom (whom I've recently grown to dislike a great deal) got one! That brightened the shit out of my day. (Momentarily, at least.) I am such a bitch .