antiprincess

They couldn't find a heartbeat at all today.


P.S. Because today could apparently get worse, we just found out that the cancer that keeps almost being gone from my mother-in-law (I don't like that phrase, it sounds too negative), has, instead, spread.


P.P.S I want to talk to my sister or my mom, but I don't want to call them and bother them, and I don't want to call, and we just all sit around and cry somemore. And it's not like I have some great words of comfort to offer them, and calling to ask how they're doing would just lead to the crying. I wish one of them was online. I wish I could be home with them.