antiprep

itz OFFICIAL, i am retiring from writin an performin musik. I am tired of not havin anyone else that iz kommited to doin the same thingz az me. No one else seemz to give a damn or wanna try, they jus wanna sit on their ass an let thingz kome to them....an thas jus not how it workz. Ive spent almost my whole life dreamin bout bekommin a rockstar, ive been singin in bandz since i was 15, an ive been writin musik for about 3 yearz. Ive seen an started bandz an watched em fall apart, ive written over 300 songz, itz jus not goin anywhere. I don't wanna have to give up on my dream but i jus kan't do it alone!! This iz really sad.....but I got other thingz in my life to fokus on right now. I have so much goin on, so much bullshit, so much stress, im jus to depressed.....For thoze that know me I said I would never give up on my dream, im not totally givin up. From now on out, I am fokusin all my musikal effortz on producin, maybe even some managing. I still may also co-write if I meet someone talented an dedikated, but az of now, not writin or performin anything on my own. If my cirkumstancez change there iz the possibility that I will return to musik, or if somethin really good komez along I may take it up. So if you have offerz, then don't be affraid to speak up to me bout them for signin/writin whatever, an if not then I appoligize to all of thoze who believed in me, an supported me, an were there for me thru all the upz an downz. Again im sorry, an thanx for everything!! I will let you all know if anything changez....