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"to you"

all i want is to be with you
all that i can give is yours
but i can never tell you how i feel
cuz' all i have is seeped in so much pain,
but maybe if i let you in
then all of my sadness would melt away.
this abyss i am laying in
falls around me, traps me within

i know...
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I remember there was a time when I used to be happy. At least, I think that I used to be. Perhaps I'm just making those memories up to make me feel better; if I was happy in the past, then maybe there's hope for the future. At any rate, these last few years have been a fall into darkness... every now and again I'll...
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I care for her so much, and this past saturday I found out that she likes someone else... It always seems to happen this way: I find someone that I care for, even love, and then I find out that I cannot be with her, even if she feels the same. "I just want something, I just want something I can never have"... "and oh...
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"Waiting in Hell"
I feel so far away from where I should be now. I don't know what to do. I've waited so long here, with high hopes, and it seems to be in vain. There is happiness here, but not nearly enough. Perhaps I am meant to leave, like I so desperately want to. But devils make me stay. They make me feel at...
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