I am a whore,
wihout the sex.
i could fuck a thousand women,
be fucked by a thousand men,
and still i would go on,
so confused
and alone.
cannot be satisfied,
this emptiness never filled,
move on,
like a leech,
hungry for a new host.
"you are the only one i need..."
for right now.
past this moment you are nothing to me.
and...
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wihout the sex.
i could fuck a thousand women,
be fucked by a thousand men,
and still i would go on,
so confused
and alone.
cannot be satisfied,
this emptiness never filled,
move on,
like a leech,
hungry for a new host.
"you are the only one i need..."
for right now.
past this moment you are nothing to me.
and...
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fallen1carus:
...okay.
ywah, so i'm totally riding the hight of smizzilin' this wizzle right now.... whoa... this is the first time in my life i've been high, and it is most indescribable. time has definitely slowed down though... and on top of this, i haven't slept in about 36 hours, and i've been hyped up on caffine as well as drank an entire bottle of wine to...
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bort79:
WOW you got high? COOL!!! On what? I remembered at the party you said you had never done that. 
Talk to ya later!
P.S. Love sucks don't fall for it. Who am I kidding I'm sure I'll fall back into it some day.
Talk to ya later!
P.S. Love sucks don't fall for it.
Who am I kidding I'm sure I'll fall back into it some day. Right now it's 3:20am... i'm not going to sleep tonight because i'm doing a bunch of homework for Statics and one of my electrical engineering classes. I haven't been going to Statics or Vector Analysis all week, so I have a lot of catching up to do... 
so yeah, i'm all tired and such, and homework sucks. oh, and because i haven't written a poem...
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obsidian_:
I feel you I have 3 more days in my semester....ick....and a massive make-up application on monday...double ick ick and major painting and sculpting to do this next week...yeah so my works sounds a little more fun...but it's still a shitton..
I hope you survive school eating your brain out!
I hope you survive school eating your brain out!
So classes blow hardcore... so much homework, so little time. bitch bitch bitch, moan moan moan... I seem to do a lot of that. anyway...
I've been trying to work on a couple new songs as of late, and progress is slow, but steady. Right now, I only have about 45 mintues of original material, and not even all of that I consider "finished". I...
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I've been trying to work on a couple new songs as of late, and progress is slow, but steady. Right now, I only have about 45 mintues of original material, and not even all of that I consider "finished". I...
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sarc:
School just started today, and I live smack dab in the college part of town. I had completely forgot about until I went outside for work this morning and said "Who the hell are all these people?"
obsidian_:
No speaketh of school! Shush! One week left till the end of the semeste..then i'm down to my final one.....most sculpt my fairy monster this weekend....between semesters break isn't fun when you have a shitton of work....
whoa! what an amazing weekend! I went up to Cleveland to Mistressmissy's Birthday Party (the Pink House Party), and it was so... er.... amazing! (my descriptive skills are "amazing", eh? *sigh*) I got to meet all sorts of new people who were all super-cool. Going up there, I had no idea what to expect. I'm usually a very shy, reclusive and very, very solitary person....
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norritt:
mirrordin prerelease it was yes,
gone to the last 3 of em
how long have you played the mag-ek
gone to the last 3 of em
how long have you played the mag-ek
max16characters:
Hey, it was cool meeting you! I know what you mean about being reclusive, but that was the first party i was ever at where i felt like i could talk to anybody. It was super rad.
I met such a wonderful, sweet, and utterly amazing girl on Saturday. We talked for a little while, and I felt so much clicking it was like a tap-dance troupe was walking by. So we went out to coffee last night, and it was a blast. We get along so well, and we're so different, but into enough of the same things to make it...
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adeline:
Everyone goes through this..the best way to figure yourself out is to be alone, well in my case anyway. People aren't going to be able to know you unless you know yourself. Thats cool you met a sweet girl, but sucks shes taken, thats life though I guess. For me I love being alone, atleast at the moment...I have my real close friends that make it very ez for my to be alone tho and still feel so not alone at the sametime. You will figure stuff out soon enough, we are still very young. If things came so easily we would have nothing to appreciate and we would take it all for granted.
You better be a good fort builder!!
You better be a good fort builder!!
bort79:
Dude it was really nice meeting you.
these scars i cannot hide
so deep within my skin
still don't care what you did
i love you and all the pain
why can't i let go
find a way to carry on
forget these memories
and see through
your lies, your masks
your cruel deceptions
i must be strong
to rid myself
of the poison you are to me
spent so long trapped...
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so deep within my skin
still don't care what you did
i love you and all the pain
why can't i let go
find a way to carry on
forget these memories
and see through
your lies, your masks
your cruel deceptions
i must be strong
to rid myself
of the poison you are to me
spent so long trapped...
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i stare into the eyes
i know aren't there
hauntingly beautiful face
that never leaves my mind
receed into dementia
a twisted place i call my home
i think i may be dreaming
moving quickly through a lie
this isn't where i want to be
but i don't want to leave...
phantasmagoria is taking over me
slipping deeper
falling into madness
all of my life...
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i know aren't there
hauntingly beautiful face
that never leaves my mind
receed into dementia
a twisted place i call my home
i think i may be dreaming
moving quickly through a lie
this isn't where i want to be
but i don't want to leave...
phantasmagoria is taking over me
slipping deeper
falling into madness
all of my life...
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mistressmissy:
you're very welcome to come sweetheart.
I lie.
I "forget".
I lay in bed,
indulging in unreality,
hiding from the truth,
hiding from my friends and loved ones.
I've been running from it all,
and I ache all over...
all I can think of
is how I want to be with you.
so many hopes,
dreams,
and goals
that fade into so much nothing.
why have I lost my will?
where...
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I "forget".
I lay in bed,
indulging in unreality,
hiding from the truth,
hiding from my friends and loved ones.
I've been running from it all,
and I ache all over...
all I can think of
is how I want to be with you.
so many hopes,
dreams,
and goals
that fade into so much nothing.
why have I lost my will?
where...
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It's been a long while since i've updated this journal, but not many people read this i'm sure. But for those silly people that are reading this, here's a poem for your trouble:
there must be something
sick and desperate
simply pathetic
about me
for everyone i turn away
tell to leave
force aside
takes me back
with open arms
i can't help these things...
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there must be something
sick and desperate
simply pathetic
about me
for everyone i turn away
tell to leave
force aside
takes me back
with open arms
i can't help these things...
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