It's been a long while since i've written in my journal. maybe i just don't care anymore... *sigh*

anyway, I started work today. 2nd shift at an automobile assembly plant. woo-freakin-hoo... this is going to be such a horrendous summer. all of my friends either work first shift or third shift, so i will have no social life aside from the weekend. to make matters worse, i will only be able to see my beloved Rosis on the weekends. I went to visit her today, and I still miss her. This is going to be a very lonely summer.

on a completely off note... I'm not sure that i'm going to be able to make it to any future SG events. i miss all of you guys, and i want to see you again... but i don't know. i just feel rather off lately. but i'm pretty sure that Rosis will be going to plenty, which is close enough to me going. she seems to be having a blast at the events, so that's all well and good i don't even know why i don't want to go anymore. in fact, i'm thinking about canceling my subscription to SG all together... i don't know. i guess i just don't cruise the message boards and groups and such enough to keep in touch. i'm just getting bored i guess. but on the flip-side to all of that, because i'm going to be working 2nd shift all summer, i'll need to have some way to keep in contact with people... so maybe i'll start being more active, and all of this silliness of leaving the site will be gone from my head. hmm... i just don't know. i'm rambling...