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Portland, OR

Member Since 2002

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Monday Oct 28, 2002

Oct 28, 2002
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I care for her so much, and this past saturday I found out that she likes someone else... It always seems to happen this way: I find someone that I care for, even love, and then I find out that I cannot be with her, even if she feels the same. "I just want something, I just want something I can never have"... "and oh darkness, I feel like letting go..." (nine inch nails and sarah mclachlan respectively) One of these days I'll find something to hold on to... I just need to wait. At least I'm used to waiting... actually, no, I'm not. No one is ever used to waiting.... and I hate it.

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