"Waiting in Hell"
I feel so far away from where I should be now. I don't know what to do. I've waited so long here, with high hopes, and it seems to be in vain. There is happiness here, but not nearly enough. Perhaps I am meant to leave, like I so desperately want to. But devils make me stay. They make me feel at home in this decaying farce of paradise. So much pain...almost more than I can stand. I keep telling myself that I'll soon leave... yet I stay... repeating those lines. Over... and over... Maybe one day I'll find a way... and simply start the journy to where I belong.
I feel so far away from where I should be now. I don't know what to do. I've waited so long here, with high hopes, and it seems to be in vain. There is happiness here, but not nearly enough. Perhaps I am meant to leave, like I so desperately want to. But devils make me stay. They make me feel at home in this decaying farce of paradise. So much pain...almost more than I can stand. I keep telling myself that I'll soon leave... yet I stay... repeating those lines. Over... and over... Maybe one day I'll find a way... and simply start the journy to where I belong.