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Well, the date went pretty well. There's definitely something there, but I'm not sure what yet. We get along great as friends, but there were only allusions towards more than that. But she's going to be coming down this weekend to see me perform at the Open Stage (just a 30 minute set like i usually do). I'm really psyched about it I guess I'll find out what's going on this weekend...

*The above paragraph is a Reader's Digest version. this is the emotional side of things.....

I'm so fucking nervous about this! i tried so hard not to fall for her, and then look what happens, i fall for her . I can't remember when I've felt this way before. And I'm actually pretty certain that she feels at least part of that, and when we parted, there was this silence and a tension. but neither of us could break through it. hopefully i will be able to do so this weekend. i don't want to go to fast, or overwhelm her with whatever, or anything else like that, but i at least want her to know that i really do care for her. i've let people slip by over and over again, and i just can't do that this time. i need to at least try....

ok, i'm done rambling