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Saturday Oct 25, 2003

Oct 24, 2003
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well, it's 7am, and another sleepless night has come and gone... i have an 1 1/2 hour drive up to columbus for a the State Championships for Magic: The Gathering (how big of a dork am I? lol surreal ). I'm going to get my ass handed to me I'm sure. But that's ok... I'm going with a bunch of friends, so it will be fun just to hang out all day, floppin' cards everywhere. And with no sleep... skull

oh, and sometime this weekend, I need to describe my horrible performance at open mic night tonight... whatever it was quite silly, and I've never done that poorly. ever. but I still got a lot of people interested in my music, and they'll be back in two weeks when I perform again. And next time, I'll be prepared... but then again, I've been such a wreck lately that I'm not sure what's going to happen. I could only finish one song. I started four other songs, but couldn't finish them. I'd just totally blank out. Sometimes I forget lyrics, or miss a chord transition, but I can usually fudge it, or just do something else. but tonight, I was just totally fucked for some reason. i don't know what my problem is. well, i take that back, i DO know what my problem is... but I don't know why it's affecting me so much this quarter. but when i can overcome this (bi-polar disorder for those who care), I'll definitely get up and kick some ass biggrin anyway....
emiloo:
I think we all just kinda get into these weird spells of not feeling up to snuff or whatever. Being bi-polar definately doesn't help I'm sure, but I'm sure u'll be back to whatever normal is soon. Sometimes everything in the world will be right and I'll be taking my medicine like I should and there will be no reason for it, but suddenly I'll slip into some funky dark version of me and not be able to even think straight. It's a nice creative boost though smile But yah...at least u have the guts to get out and sing and u've got a good attitude about it. Have fun at ur magic thingy. I so don't think those things are dorky...I'm jealous cuz I wish I were that cool.
Oct 27, 2003
9uh:
oh you're the dude with the frickin' green coat I saw ratbug56's pictures of the party. I love that coat. oh yeah I played risk tonight so your not alone in being a big nerd.

[Edited on Oct 29, 2003 2:05AM]
Oct 28, 2003

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