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Portland, OR

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Tuesday Oct 14, 2003

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it's 6am... and i'm still awake. more to the point, i'm doing homework... lol. yeah, there must be something wrong with me.

i'm trying to get my life back on track, but it's so hard. rather, it seems hard. change is such a hard thing to begin. maybe this new medication will help.... we'll see about that. yay for meds! *sigh* that's what i get for avoiding help over the past year and a half. somehow though, i've made it through this far, so it's not too terrible... but life is still rather... er... irritating to say the least.

"freedom"
i will overcome...
leave it all behind.
nothing here to tie me down
only me to lead the way
there is a strength that's hiding here
waiting just to break free.
nothing can stop me.
you will only be in my way.
i am all that i need
and i will be free.

yeah.... if i keep telling myself that crap, i might actually believe it... and i'm the one that wrote it surreal well, back to studying...
norritt:
so who wrote that?
Oct 14, 2003
fallen1carus:
sleeping is good. when you figure out a way to get a good amount of it, let me know.
Oct 15, 2003

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