Friday Sep 26, 2003

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Right now it's 3:20am... i'm not going to sleep tonight because i'm doing a bunch of homework for Statics and one of my electrical engineering classes. I haven't been going to Statics or Vector Analysis all week, so I have a lot of catching up to do... whatever so yeah, i'm all tired and such, and homework sucks. oh, and because i haven't written a poem lately, here's one:

it had been so long...
you took me into your arms
and everything slipped away.
i was happy
i didn't care.
and now you are gone...

what am i to do?
shall i wait? alone and afraid?
should i become a whore?
desperately seeking for someone
anyone
to fill this hole you have left?
or should i just carry on?
like always...


lol... so yeah, it's been like two years since i've dated anyone. it's kinda weird... you'd think i'd get used to the lonliness, but i haven't. i guess it's time to whore myself out... surreal or maybe not. yeah... definitely not. whatever ok, now i'm rambling pretty hard core... it must be all the vectors and integrals mingled with sleep deprivation, medication and caffine (had a quadruple espresso mocha a few hours ago...). woo hoo! loopyhomeworkfuntime!!!
obsidian_:
I feel you I have 3 more days in my semester....ick....and a massive make-up application on monday...double ick ick and major painting and sculpting to do this next week...yeah so my works sounds a little more fun...but it's still a shitton..


I hope you survive school eating your brain out!

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