Wednesday Sep 17, 2003

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I met such a wonderful, sweet, and utterly amazing girl on Saturday. We talked for a little while, and I felt so much clicking it was like a tap-dance troupe was walking by. So we went out to coffee last night, and it was a blast. We get along so well, and we're so different, but into enough of the same things to make it cool. We both write poetry out the woo-ha, into the same types of music, and have very similar senses of humor. But she's taken. Completely and utterly taken... *sigh* it seems like all of the people that I have fallen for over the past couple years have been either taken or straight. And the couple people that have been available, my depression took it's grip over me, and I withdrew from them, and pushed them out of my life. I really don't know what my problem is. I try to figure myself out, but I just can't. I know that I'm not ready for a relationship, but I don't know why. If I knew what the hell was wrong with me, I could at least try to fix it, but I"m stuck. This is so frustrating...
adeline:
Everyone goes through this..the best way to figure yourself out is to be alone, well in my case anyway. People aren't going to be able to know you unless you know yourself. Thats cool you met a sweet girl, but sucks shes taken, thats life though I guess. For me I love being alone, atleast at the moment...I have my real close friends that make it very ez for my to be alone tho and still feel so not alone at the sametime. You will figure stuff out soon enough, we are still very young. If things came so easily we would have nothing to appreciate and we would take it all for granted.

You better be a good fort builder!! tongue
bort79:
Dude it was really nice meeting you. smile

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