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i stare into the eyes
i know aren't there
hauntingly beautiful face
that never leaves my mind
receed into dementia
a twisted place i call my home
i think i may be dreaming
moving quickly through a lie
this isn't where i want to be
but i don't want to leave...

phantasmagoria is taking over me
slipping deeper
falling into madness
all of my life
is a dream within a dream
within a dream
i have fallen...


Do you ever get to a point where time just seems to slide by? Or it takes forever to pass? You have dreams, but you don't know if they were dreams or the events actually occured... I'm so confused. I want so much to be with her, but she is so far away. I could see her if I wanted, but I don't. What's wrong with me? I don't know what to do. Oh, and by the by, depression blows...